Happiness is within in us.

I sometimes wonder as to why people struggle to be alone. Why they want to be surrounded by other people? Is it because they scared of loneliness? It is because they scared of being left alone forever? What are exactly those fears? 

People say that if you are not bored of your own company you will always have loads of friends. We should remember that being on our own is time when we discover who we really are and what we need. I agree with this and understand why we need to be single. Single life is given to us to find our true calling, explore our inner world and to discover what we really need from life. 

We have got to learn to love that person within us and be happy with who we are before we can let someone else into our life. We have got to discover what we want and what is our purpose for being here. 

We have got to accept that being selfish is not a bad thing. You only live once and this is your only chance to get from life only things you desire and craving for. If you want a great a successful job you work towards it to succeed in it, if you want travel the world you work towards it and ask universe to give you it. However whatever you wish for will only be given to you if you will accept yourself for who you really are, will be happy with yourself this moment and will understand that you deserve to be happy as anyone else on this planet. 

Happiness is within us. However we are only happy when we are in agreement with ourselves and we know exactly what we want.

Lessons we learn

I was always curious to find out if I can ever be in open relatinship. I thought that maybe it can work and I know it can work for some people, but dose it work all the time or there is a full stop. 

I have realised that even if you don't think you can fall in love with that person you will still get attached to them, maybe not straight away but you will. Someone will get hurt. It maybe you or it maybe them. 

We think that we can switch off our feelings and be totally mechanical about our feelings, but eventually we realise that we are humans and we can feel. We don't want to be hurt and normally we would not want to hurt others. 

This is my opinion now. This is what I have learned. I am glad I had this lesson as it tought me a lot about myself. I am glad that I can be responsible for my actions and realise that somethings must be learn through experience. I am happy that I met that person and they will stay in my heart. I won't forget them. 

Darkness

Somedays I feel very scared. 

However I choose to not look back and see darkness behind me, because I know there is light in from of me. 

I see light and I follow it, because it will bring me where I need to be.