And so it is I am in love again. I am in love with amazing and kind guy. I am in love and I forgot why I was ever so sad before...I saw him and fell in love and it felt so good...
No I don't want to shout about it and make it obvious to everyone. I don't want to show because this time I can feel it in my heart. I want it to be just between me and him.
I can not believe how silly we are when we cry over someone for several weeks.... Although I think I am glad that I experience sadness and loss of the person I loved once, because it showed that I cared enough and my feelings towards him was real.
Looking at everything now, all that seems so distance and far away almost like that was not me. Most importantly I have realised how happy I am now that is over. People don't like changes but once we able to see where these changes can bring us we are able to live new life. Thanks for those who help this change to happen to me, because now I know I could never be myself back then.
Once again I am not gonna brag about how happy I am now, I am just gonna say I believed in my happiness and I always believed that this person is out there for me. I will also add that in any given situation we must stay positive and know that we deserve good things happening to us. We should not let others feel sorry for us, as we are strong human beings and we are capable to survive out of any given situation.
I was there, I felt really bad, I was really low, but with help of my friends and my wonderful mum I knew deep in my heart that one day soon enough I will love again and this time it will be my person and I can build new life with him where I can be real me and I won't be scared of loosing him, because he won't ever want to leave me.
